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Sunday, November 20, 2011

I know its very long since last post. And today i a very very very bad day for me. I duuno where to vent my anger so i shall post here. it's irritating!!

She wants to find job, is it my problem?? Do i have the responsibilities to do her resume?? why must i do for her, is not even my problem... Cant she do herself dunno learn lah!! Doesn't mean i study business i have to know how to do resume rite?! I am born the eldest is my problem, do i have to do everything you tell me to do?! Is not fair

Why don't you ask others to do, why me, why is it always me!! Everytime me of course i dun want to do it. I don't feel like doing it, can't you ask others to do, i am the oldest yes yes i know but i just don't want to do it ok!!

You think only you stress, i also stress ok...school project all coming at onces and i dont even know how to start i am not a genius and i don't like any of the modules so please give me a break already i had enough!!

Today i just one of my bad days, your own things just do yourself, you want me to help at least you try and do yourself lah everything you think i like, if i ask you to do everything for me will you like it. It is the same for me!!

I have my own problems and i been thinking too much lately so u see me relax and never see me doing my work. It doesn't mean i never do ok?! just feel like giving up already nothing is going my way!! i really have enough!!

POEM:

She wants a job, MY PROBLEM

No Resume, MY PROBLEM

Cant she do herself

Such a big girl already!!

I am the eldest, MY PROBLEM

I study business, MY PROBLEM

You go blame GOD lah!!

Everything MY PROBLEM

Can't she do it herself

Your own problem solve it yourself

Don't every time i have to do

It's irritating

I HAD ENOUGH!!

7:44 PM

Wednesday, November 03, 2010

Hi all, i know its been a long time since i last post...many thing has happen since i last post. I am now a 2nd year 2nd sem student doing my tep. My first stop over is CRMCC, everyday 9am to 5.30pm.

Everyday what you will do is call and call and call and call non stop, sound sian rite i feel that during my second week liao. I wonder how will i survived for 9 weeks haiz!! Everyday you will call for like 80 - 100 plus call and successful ones only like, so far i only got 10 plus per day sometimes even lesser.

That all for CRMCC, i hope that 9 weeks will past quickly and my next stopover is MSC, i wonder how will it be like??? hmmm!!!! and lastly will be classes which will end in 4 weeks. That will be end of my 2nd year and will be moving on to 3rd year.

Don't you think time flies very quickly, 1st thing you know you just enter poly now feel like it is ending real soon and will be moving on to the workforce. By the way i wont be going to university so i will move on to workforce.

Now already i am thinking what kind of job i will take, maybe in the education side on job. As a admin officer or something related to admin in schools. I was hoping i can go to ITE and be their admin officer, i think i will try that out when i graduate ba. That all for now!!

11:26 AM

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Hiaz been really lazy to post lah...start sch already few mth...the same old ting tut lecture ica project...seriously LAZY SIAH!! really dont feel like it...

But juz hv to go through wif it in order to get my dip lol...dec 2 is e seclection day where you get to choose for the next 2 yrs wad course in sbm you wan to be and on the same day is my mum bdae...

Anyway i hv already made up my mind so i nt gg to tink too much abt the selection day...hope everyting turn out fine...cn graduate smoothly find a stable job than i am happly wif my life already!!

I hope this semester i cn at leadt get 1 A bcuz last semester i din get any A's so i hope tis sem cn at least hv 1...may my wish be granted!! haha

10:51 PM

Friday, October 02, 2009

I am back to blogging juz realise i din blog for the mth of sep tt mean tis mth i shall post 2 time i guess...gt my result on the 23 sep and it nt as bad as i expected it would be glad i pass all of the module no need to take supp!!

On the 23 sep it was my check up as well... everythings goes well for me nth wrong wif my health maybe i stress up tt cuz abit of disorder...i glad tt everyting turn out fine!! I am glad for raynu and cherlynn tt they pass too...

I begain cycling recently too wif my dad we cycle from my hse to cck at night...i bit of exercise had nt been exercise since very long time ago so its nice to start out again and btw i was in mountain biking course in my sec 4...

So i tink i adapt quite quickly and i had nv cycle for a long time too...few more wk to sch reopen really look forward to it...as the break it way too long and i am wasting my time too haha!! tt pretty much it for now will post again soon!!

6:33 PM

Monday, August 31, 2009

Finally finish my exam...i am free from exam yeah!! Finally can enjoy my long long vacation...overall i tink mirco and a/c i dun hv much confidence the rest is ok!!

Hope i pass all my exam paper than i no need to take supp paper cuz it is more diff than sem i dun wan to take...have to restudy all over again i dun wan lol...so hope i pass!! GOD BLESS!!

Teacher's day is drawing near maybe gg wif raynu and cherlynn back to bishan ITE to see hw the teachers doing and maybe buy some gifts nt nice to go empty handed rite?? Clementi?? I dunno maybe nt guess no one is gg rite?? I m nt sure??

I still tink my best days lies within my ITE days now is poly life is so stress bt i hv learn to cope with it with the help of frends and i tink in life we need frend as there is ups and down they will be there to be ur support...

Everyone need to find 1 true frends juz one that you can consult your problems to...not everyone can find it but in the midst of your problem there will be there to help you...maybe i am abit negative here bt its already better than last time...

As i learn to open up to other...nt quite the quiet girl you used to know i change change from a quiet girl to now even know how to joke wif others!! Hope whoever read tis may find a true frend in life which can share you problem with!!

4:14 PM

Friday, July 31, 2009

Been trying to post for the past few day cn nt siah...the stupid formating toolbar dunno go where liao...haiz!! This few days been doing my project and presentation...hmm i tink shd be finishing soon hope everything turn up well

Soon will be my sem exam le...i hv nt study yet bt plan to study wif cherlynn and raynu during 17 Aug to 20 Aug...Hope raynu cn join us...shd be gg to amk lib ba...it like nearer to her n us...if she nt joining us maybe we will study at the place we always go!!

During my vacation after my exam den i cn slack at home...finally haha!! Recently i very tired after sch come back home will be like a dead person...first time i tink sch is so stress and i need some entertainment to destress...what shd i do?? any ideas??

Siah lah...my post getting shorter and shorter...i really dunno wad to write liao...2ml gg to pratice oral com for mon den after that will be free from it no need keep tinking until my brain cell crack!! haha

End here...posting for the month of july will post next mth haha!! ok...i admit i am lazy nt no time bt be understanding i really dunno wad to post my life is sch home sch home...nth new!!

2:47 PM